Radoslav Karapetkov
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because i would assassinate myself if i had a 9-5 desk job
because i would assassinate myself if i had a 9-5 desk job
because i would assassinate myself if i had a 9-5 desk job
Nothing's wrong with 9 to 5 desk job. You can use 8 hours to imagine/write your future film. And still get paid.![]()
because i would assassinate myself if i had a 9-5 desk job
If a congressman is ispired enough to imagine/write a movie (that inspires me) I would easily respire (To breath easily again, as after a period of exertion of trouble.)![]()
Like others, I feel an overwhelming NEED to be creative. Second, I want to leave this world at least slightly better than it would have been had I never been born.
When you are writing something good, or shooting something wonderful for stills or cinema, or editing moving images to the perfect music, and everything is clicking, you can find yourself very much "in the zone" -- detached from, and elevated above, the world around you. This is an inner peace, when you are channeling forces beyond your waking thought.
I always think of that incredibly epic guitar solo Jimmy Page did in the live rendition of "Stairway" on the "Song Remains the Same" film:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=OFQC4gr_tvk
Watch Page at the 1:58 and 2:44 marks. If you look at his face and eyes during this solo, he's not even "there," not conscious of where he is, or that tens of thousands of fans are watching, or that lights are shining on him and the 35mm cameras are rolling. He's not aware that 30 years later someone might be sitting on a mountaintop in Nepal watching the performance on an iPod, having a chill race up his spine and his existence elevated, if only for a moment. Page is only existing -- a conduit for "forces" beyond our waking knowledge. When you're really, truly in the zone creatively, there can be no higher feeling for an artist, because there can be nothing truer.
I am without religious belief, a subscriber to existentialist thought, which posits that the only meaning in life is that which we ascribe to it. And so for me, beauty and wonder are what keep me going. Without something beautiful and wondrous, one might sink into a meaningless funk, and give up on life. Religious people can find meaning in their beliefs, but for others, we can find meaning in our experience, and our ability to share it with others.
Can there be any greater spirituality than sitting on a high mountain, beside a moon-dappled creek, under a blanket of thousands of stars listening to the first movement of Beethoven’s 14th piano sonata and pondering that the Milky Way you are gazing upon is really a collection of 200 billion nuclear stars, beyond which lies 200 billion more galaxies? This to me is wondrous! Perhaps the birth of a first child could top it, but I haven't experienced that yet. If a moving photograph of the heavens can trigger these thoughts and feelings in others, I have shared something worthwhile.
For years I worked as a political speechwriter, which combined my love of writing with my desire to make a positive change in the world.
But the beauty of cinema is that it melds even more artforms – writing, music, editing, photography, storytelling – into one statement by an artist and his collaborators. This is why someone like Terrence Malick quit his job as a writer and philosophy professor at MIT to join AFI’s first filmmakers’ program, along with the likes of David Lynch. Malick recognized that through film we can improve the lives of others, while at the same time fulfilling ourselves. Imagine I spend 2 years making a film. 20 years later, some guy who is down on his luck, having lost his wife or his job or his desire to follow his dreams – if this guy watches my film and only for 90 minutes forgets his sorrows and feels an improvement in his life, maybe even some hope, then I have accomplished something. :thumbsup:
The real world is so boring. So I wanted to created something that doesn`t exist.
The "real world"... what does that mean, anyway?![]()